I couldn't calm my mind, It was spinning out of control. I was thinking about everything and nothing. I didn't know I was having a panic...

I got to the start still not feeling very good. Something was not right and I was feeling queasy. In the team meeting before the race I...

In 2016 the municipality of Sencur was set to host a criterium, but a freak snow storm had it cancelled at the final hour. That was...

"Oh shit! Did he just say it's a 20km hill, i thought it was 10!" I wanted to clarify, but I didn't want to ask for clarification. So I...

A circuit race in the Lombardy region of Italy. It's unique in that it starts at 8.15pm. 21 laps of a 6km circuit with a 1km climb...

The final fight - Just 8km into the final stage things were not looking good for finishing the Tour if Slovenia. - A short (2km) climb...

Controlled Rage "When anxiety is not under control, when you've tried accepting it and then tried relaxation techniques, if it's still...

"...Bollé Adria Gazprom ooh Pascal Ackermann red socks green socks customised socks with names Controltech sound of wheels helicopter...

"This is too hard, you can't do this" Negative chatter was off chops early in stage 2. Every pinch in the road, each stretch out of every...

Stage one of The Tour of Slovenia was littered with small climbs, narrow roads and technical descents. 5 days before - my eyes had been...

But, the heart of this blog is not about the win. It's selfish, it's about disappointment, my disappointment. Yeah, team success and the...

HUNGARY, Budapest "You do four laps of a circuit at the end, there is a short sharp 1km climb on the lap, it's narrow, cobbles down the...

My second race for the year was the Circuito del Porto, a one day flat race in Cremona, Lombardy region, Italy. The town itself, upon...