2015

I couldn't calm my mind, It was spinning out of control. I was thinking about everything and nothing. I didn't know I was having a panic...

GP KRANJ

I got to the start still not feeling very good. Something was not right and I was feeling queasy. In the team meeting before the race I...

Sencur

In 2016 the municipality of Sencur was set to host a criterium, but a freak snow storm had it cancelled at the final hour. That was...

Giro del Medio Brenta

"Oh shit! Did he just say it's a 20km hill, i thought it was 10!" I wanted to clarify, but I didn't want to ask for clarification. So I...

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I NEVER THOUGHT MY 20's COULD BE SO..... Honestly - I couldn't be happier to leave them behind. At 19, I was plunging into the depths of...

Circuito del Porto - Facebook Blog

My second race for the year was the Circuito del Porto, a one day flat race in Cremona, Lombardy region, Italy. The town itself, upon...

WOLVES AT THEIR HEELS

I couldn’t hold her hand without fear reaching from within my soul and strangling me on the spot. Love, purpose, hope, all driven out...

RARELY CAPTURES A SOUL

This photo was taken in 2010, I was 21. I’m standing with mum and dad. It’s been a year and a half since I first retired from cycling....

SEE BEHIND THESE EYES

Loss is hard, but life is not just found in joy, it’s found in the scope of human experience. It’s found in loss and pain as well as love...

CRUMBLE TO THE GROUND

It’s like being encircled by skyscrapers as they simultaneously crumble to the ground. What strength do you have to stop them, to avoid...

IN THE DARK

I stood in the dark as my world crumbled. I didn’t want to go inside and I didn’t want to stay outside. I wanted to drop to my knees and...

THE WORST OF DEPRESSION

The worst of depression has been the struggle to find a reason to live. Not only have l felt alone and afraid, but hope has seemed...

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